hi

hi my peeps.
what's up?
i am tired
i am bored
i am probably going to delete this later
or not
you decide what to do
with your future
or you
(DUN DUN DUN)
how dramatic
will this sentence ever end?
well, its
OH IT JUST DID
DID YOU SEE THAT
QUESTION MARK?
new sentence!
just ended!
yay!
sentences can be short.
sentences can be surreptitiously long and the author has used so many big words such as belligerent and cantankerously that you don't realize that the sentence is over…
until it is.

okay.
i will go now?
perhaps this is a poem?
i don't even
know.
what do we know?
well, we do know that
owls spit out their food in pellets.
if the entire time on Earth was put to scale on a clock, the whole 24 hours being the time of the entire universe,
then our time on Earth would've only been
one
second
on that clock.
i'm pretty sure of the fact that that last sentence probably didn't make any sense
but if i'm totally honest,
i don't feel like going back and revising it
because that's the kind of writer i am.

here are some facts about me:
i am a twin.
i am one minute younger than my twin and he bugs me for it to this day.
i enjoy reading (you genius, you already knew that because of the title of this blog! how brilliant you are.)
i play a bunch of instruments (not to brag - but yes, to brag, who are we kidding-
ukulele, guitar (kind of? i dabble. i love the word dabble…), piano, and cello.
i have read the harry potter series two and a half times -
i stopped during the third time in the half blood prince. you can only read that one so many times…
i have a crappy cell phone.
i was a butterfly in my past life.
i have really bad asthma and
i am allergic to grass, cockroaches (don't ask…), ragweed, tree pollen, and cats.
i am currently writing a book with my dear friend jane.
we have over 105 pages.
she lives all the way across the country.

that's all for now
because i have to go to sleep.

goodnight, my bookworms. :)

things are annoying.

I like to say I have a rather positive outlook on life, but I'm also a complainer. For example, I am ALWAYS COLD. That causes problems that sprout out of other problems, and that is just a big problem. Like the other week, I went to a bar mitzvah. It had been snowing the night before and was just as cold as hell (that is really ironic, haha- more like "cold as the north pole?" idk heehee), so of course here I was with a sweater, a coat, and a billion other things. I usually first go outside and feel the temperature and dress accordingly, but then I end up either changing the whole darn outfit or just adding more. On the day of the bar mitzvah, I opened the door as a gust of wind blew in. So the first thought I had were:
     -will I need leggings with this?
     -maybe a light jacket, so I'll be warm enough outside and not too cold inside?
But then you have the whole aspect of "How will I look?" and you realize that it won't be cold inside, and then of course, the opinion of others changes practically everything. By the time I finally head outside in my leather jacket, no leggings, and dress, my mom tells me to go get my heavy down jacket and I realize that yeah, she might might be right. Then I decide to grab a scarf and and gloves and a hat because it is fricking FREEZING outside.Yet again I am faced with another *major* dilemma: WHAT do I do with all of my layers? By the time I got to the coat checky-place where you're supposed to hand up your coat, not only was my coat hanging there, but on that same hook, a leather jacket and scarf was as well - not to mention the gloves and hat I tried to surreptitiously shove in my purse until I could force it closed. I also probably took my sweater on and and off about five times throughout the party. Also, when you're always cold, grocery stores are terrible. I know it's the frozen food aisle, but does the literal AISLE need to be frozen as well?

Moving on to the next thing: when somebody asks for your pen/pencil/whatever and they don't give it back (which is roughly 90-95% of the time). Honestly. If I give you a pencil, you are BORROWING it. Chances are, I have one left, not to mention I am losing pens/pencils/whatevers consistently.

Oh well.
I'm signing off. Sorry i haven't posted more! I've been pretty busy so yeah.


:)